“I suppose you think it’s acceptable to do a sloppy job. Time to teach you another lesson.” The words stung like a Dragon’s Tail. she knew the next few hours will suck. “Apologies, Sir.” As her heart raced, she braced herself for the consequences of her actions. He replied, barely above a whisper, “Noted.” As her eyes welled up with tears, she realized that He had hung up on her. Dammit! He is PISSED! Focus! Inventory Time!
she went over EVERY minute of her day; her Tasks, her conversations, her appearance, all of it. If she botched a Task that would be bad. VERY bad. Was she rude to someone? Did she embarrass Him in some way? Was her attitude the issue? she knew she had to fix it, whatever it was. she texted Him…no response. He’s probably too angry to deal with her right now. Twenty minutes later her phone chimed. “Punishment Setup, 7 p.m. SHARP. Get this RIGHT.” Omg it’s BAD. she spent the day hovering between terrified and focused. Terrified about punishment and focused on repentance. As the day went on she texted as required; but the cold brief tone of His responses made her blood run cold. she was ahead of schedule. she was anxious and unsure about how severe the punishment would be. she knew that He doesn’t use that word lightly; she had fucked up and would have to pay. she considered asking her sister in slavery for guidance and support. she remained engaged with the folks in her orbit but her mind was elsewhere. At 5 p.m. she began to prepare. she carefully laid out the Punishment Setup. she made sure everything was neat, clean, organized and ready. she stared at His favorite blade as the tears formed again. Time to prepare her body now. As the hot water washed over her she felt a brief moment of peace. she rested her head against the shower wall. “Six p.m.” That damn talking clock disturbed her Zen. she conditioned her skin and assumed Naked Humble in the foyer by the front door. The floor was cold and seemed even colder as she could hear the ticking of the clock on the wall. Just breathe. You brought this on yourself. Accept it, learn from it and keep moving forward. The positive self talk was drowned out by the pounding of her heart. she heard the truck pull into the garage. her heart sank. The tears rolled. After the door closed, she focused on His footsteps moving towards her. “Room. NOW.” she crawled, slowly, carefully, towards the room. “Blindfold. Put it on.” she took a quick glance around. He was standing by the tool table, holding His favorite blade in His hand, scowling. she bent over the bench, blindfold on, and braced herself. “I LOVE this blade.” He said. His heavy steps moved towards her. “Let’s talk about how you ended up like this today. You have Tasks. Tasks that must be executed with precision and pride. Yet you dropped the ball on one. 68 words when the requirement is 75 is unacceptable. Understand me?” Dammit. He caught that. she assumed that He was in a rush and had simply let it slide. WRONG. “You don’t know me as well as you thought” He said, as if hearing her thoughts. “THAT is today’s lesson.” Brace yourself for the blade! she tensed then relaxed her body to prepare for the sharpness on her skin. And then.. she felt it. What was that? A feather!!! Not the blade! Wait…what?! What happened to the blade? THIS. IS. TRUE. TORTURE. she wasn’t prepared for this sensation at all. Goosebumps rising. Heart racing. Cheeks flushed. Excitement coursing through her body. “Told you…you don’t know me as well as you thought you did.” Then the lesson continued.
And THAT was one of many almighty Mind Fuks, y’all. Agony, ecstasy or both. A Mind Fuk is when a Top/Dominant messes with a submissive’s mind by allowing the submissive to believe something is going to or will happen. Then the Top/Dominant “flips the script” when the activity or scene either does not occur at all or doesn’t play out the way the submissive expects it to. Hence the name “Mind Fuk. It begins with a thought; such as when a submissive messes up there will be consequences. The submissive’s imagination and guilty conscience are the engine that gets the train moving. NOTE: Most of us have experienced something similar before W/we knew it was an actual kink. Like anything with BDSM, Mind Fuks can play out in different ways with different people.
Mind Fuks are only successful when there’s a certain amount of trust and routine behavior established. Tops/Dominants who are consistent in their behavior and expectations teach their submissives they can expect a specific reaction/response when they say or do something. A submissive’s active imagination also makes Mind Fuks powerful and effective. this girl hasn’t met a submissive yet whose mind shuts down easily or stops spinning. An image of the Energizer™️ Bunny comes to mind lol. Some of the most effective Mind Fuks require very little effort on the part of the Dominants; simply a willingness to allow a submissive to continue on their own train of thought. The appeal of O/our Thing for many submissives is the possibility of a quieted mind when their Top/Dominant takes over. The duration of a Mind Fuk varies depending on the specific situation, the P/people involved and how effective it is. Mind Fuks are quite common in Dynamics with sadists and masochists. As with EVERYTHING in O/our Thing, Mind Fuks are not for E/everyone and E/everyone must be able to manage the emotions involved with little or no issues regarding trust, self esteem, self confidence, etc. Mind Fuks in any capacity are Hard Limits for many because of the things listed above and any psychological trauma the submissive and/or Dominant has been through. Whether or not Mind Fuks are possible is definitely something that should be addressed during Vetting. Be cautious with Mind Fuks. They can be devastating if not done properly. The more Y/you trust and care for each O/other, the better the outcome. Apply ALL of The Pillars, y’all. Research and communicate always. The FLYGOD always does a “Debriefing” with check-ins following a Mind Fuk to ensure that all is well. He is attentive and observant; more so than with other scenes. And that gives this girl peace of mind after a Mind Fu*k. Until next time, y’all.
~His Duchess
